My UNiFORM

Mystery, Illusion, Undoubtable Curiosity. Life
Where does it stem from.
Where is it. What makes it a bit more concrete?
A Uniform.

A statement. A signature.
Philosophical presence.

Permission to define.
Allowing for waves of existence to crash within it's lines.
Challenged by potential eruption.

What would be my suit?
Blue denim, white shirt, flip flops.
Hair down cause it is easier.
Tattoos of course.
Converse.
Black boots, black dress. High heels?
Can't do much in those.

Self Expression.
For a man. For a woman. For a person.
If I spoke the language. If you spoke the language. If we spoke the language.

Sometimes that which identifies us does so to well.
Sometimes it is the expression we desire,
Sometimes it fulfills our need to feel connected.
Sometimes we identify this expression with who we are. But is it?

Creating Judgment rather than Selecting for taste.

The end result?

Simply to be satisfied with the representation, while staying detached.

I‘yam What I’yam

Life can be troubling, it can be amazing, it can be as close to perfect as we desire or are capable or experiencing at any given moment. And as life goes, everything seems to shift to move to demand I use a presence that I had asked for but now i feel a bit of uncertainty about doing it. It as though this new perspective is staring into my eyes, a forgotten dream, a mystery. Had I ever requested a challenge, a shift, a new paradigm? Of course I did, and as I live in breathe I accepted what I have asked for.

Funny thing about a spiritual quest is that if your lucky, once it starts, it lasts the rest of your life.

My journey as of today is learning how to take care of number one. Me, myself and I. It seems so natural so easy. For me it is challenging every step of the way.  From my mental health, to my spiritual well-being, to my physique. It is all a demonstration of what I am and where I am trying to go. Often looking for quick answers somewhere, realizing that the “right” answers are made over and over. Creating boundaries, questioning myself, and projecting whole-heartedly into my essence.

I have spent a lot of time taking care of the needs of other people it really comes quite intrinsically. I need to spend the same amount of time making each avenue of ME a priority, this is going to be a long process I see. I am enjoying taking it slow, allowing myself to go slow, allowing myself to be 27 and have all the short-comings that I do. I know through my personal work it will in some way shine a light for others that read this rumination.

Through attuning my instrument I will be of better service to myself and to others.  This should come as no shock, peace starts from within and works it’s way out. How peaceful I am, and the peace I see in the world it is all a reflection of my own reality, as well as the collective consciousness. We are all interconnected, sometimes this is forgotten, it is a daily chore to see the connection, but is all worth it in the end.