Life can be troubling, it can be amazing, it can be as close
to perfect as we desire or are capable or experiencing at any given moment. And
as life goes, everything seems to shift to move to demand I use a presence that
I had asked for but now i feel a bit of uncertainty about doing it. It as though
this new perspective is staring into my eyes, a forgotten dream, a mystery. Had
I ever requested a challenge, a shift, a new paradigm? Of course I did, and as
I live in breathe I accepted what I have asked for.
Funny thing about a spiritual quest is that if your lucky,
once it starts, it lasts the rest of your life.
My journey as of today is learning how to take care of
number one. Me, myself and I. It seems so natural so easy. For me it is
challenging every step of the way. From
my mental health, to my spiritual well-being, to my physique. It is all a
demonstration of what I am and where I am trying to go. Often looking for quick
answers somewhere, realizing that the “right” answers are made over and over.
Creating boundaries, questioning myself, and projecting whole-heartedly into my
essence.
I have spent a lot of time taking care of the needs of other
people it really comes quite intrinsically. I need to spend the same amount of
time making each avenue of ME a priority, this is going to be a long process I
see. I am enjoying taking it slow, allowing myself to go slow, allowing myself
to be 27 and have all the short-comings that I do. I know through my personal
work it will in some way shine a light for others that read this rumination.
Through attuning my instrument I will be of better service to
myself and to others. This should come
as no shock, peace starts from within and works it’s way out. How peaceful I
am, and the peace I see in the world it is all a reflection of my own reality, as
well as the collective consciousness. We are all interconnected, sometimes this
is forgotten, it is a daily chore to see the connection, but is all worth it in
the end.
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